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Nights In Distortion

by Owl

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We are made for twilight. The night reigns inside of me. Nobody waits for you in the end. For the sound of longing and the beasts we are becoming. I have never been more alone. The years resemble. The silence is crawling. Truth is distant. Our misery is growing. Existence is extinction. An old promise. Our last awakening.
Backward movement. Time-stretching moments. Flow in the ether. Place yourself in the centre. Memories appear. Withering years. Martyr of hope. I feel your pain. Why now? Why again? Never fade. You must live on. We will never know. We will always die.
Anamnesis 04:33
Shadow on my soul will never go, will always stay, will never love. Immortal pain. Never deserved. Always endured. Always alone. Eat the guilt. Breed the shame. Destroy yourself. Suffocate. Bleed in the rain. Harder. More broken. Deathless pride. We are running endlessly in paradox circles with no way out.
The corrosion has begun. Evoking eternal dusk. Paralysed in rain. The sorrow is overwhelming. Innocence. Sacred youth. Live on without oblivion. The cause and the faith flow back into me. Gazing in spectres, hear the songs from the void. You watched circles bend. We have not earned guilt yet. Unloving ghosts haunted me. Time has changed nothing for me. They all speak about the fear, the faults and the guilt. The winter never ended for years. I have become an orphan of my own desires. Silent like the snow, I almost disappeared. Take sand as gold. Miss hearing the call of love.
Am I forlorn? I lost control. There is no return.
Origin of everything. From the outside into the within. Cloaked in delusion. Solace in eternal reclusion. To love means to fear. To fear means to hate. I hate to fear. Hate the fear. I fear to hate. Fear the hate. To remember why. To cure my heart. Madness is the glory of this life. I saw the ever-evolving token in the vastness of the unspoken as chants from afar and older as the oldest star. We float in the sea of existence, to be washed upon shores of indifference. What if nobody is worth to be loved? Timelessly straying on the violent earth.


Christian Kolf – vocals, guitars, synth
René Marquis – bass
Patrick Schroeder – drums

Female vocals on “We Are Made for Twilight“ by Carline Van Roos. Music and lyrics by Christian Kolf. Recorded, mixed, and produced by Christian Kolf at DH Studios and Studio 308, April 2014 until May 2016. Final mix by Oliver Weiskopf at Stonehenge Studio, August 2016. Mastered by Armin Rave at Soundsight Studios, August 2016.

Published by Temple Of Torturous 2018



released September 7, 2018


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