Like a shadow, like a dark cloud, loss will come. This sadness is overwhelming and life is hard. Everything is absurd now, everything is real. Death will come for beloved ones. Get born, get ready to die. Look up into the sky and praise the time that is left. The flame is still burning. And what does it matter now? Universal guilt means nothing. It’s not easy to love life. I will grow stronger. There are no more enemies, no more lies. I will grow stronger. Helpless, hopeless. I never thought I would feel this pain again. Feel this wave again, cause no-one survives this. I never thought the time would come. You will leave. And everything is gone.